I had a bit of a breakdown last night. It ended up working out well though bc one of the nurses was really helpful. I ended up getting a double dose of anxiety meds and sleep meds, and was finally able to go to sleep even though I was still terrified of the room. And get this...I slept for 10 HOURS! I only woke up a couple of times during it. I scared the hell outta myself when I woke up at one point cus I'd forgotten where I was. Anyway, for that reason I do like the hospital a little better...cus that was a level of meds I couldn't have taken at home. But since it's supervised here I can. Still feel unbelievably sick today. Everyone's assuming it's alcohol withdrawal and not really offering me anything. I don't feel like I drank enough to have withdrawals but I don't know. Still hoping to get out of here soon! Really need to get home and get my stuff from my crazy roommate. That's scaring the hell outta me right now. I sent her an email about what's going on and she said I'm taking advantage of her. Wow...because it's always about her!
I am feeling a bit of relief because my birthday is finally over.
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