Balancing out?

Not quite as happy today as I was yesterday. The emotional stuff from the move is really getting to me. Not sure why it's getting to me so much. It's not really a bad thing, it's just weighing me down a lot. The little sabotaging monkey on my back is working overtime, telling me I might as well just drink and get it over with. I'm recognizing those thoughts for what they are and choosing not to listen to them, but that kind of stuff is definitely there. Why is it so hard for me to believe that something could actually work out well for me?